Why does everything have to be so intense with me?

Well, It's spring break and I feel so embarrassed. Most kids spend their spring break productively I spend my spring break hanging out at home on the computer almost 24/7. There's nothing good on T.V. because most channels assume that kids are doing whatever kids do which does not involve T.V. watching on their spring break. I've been working on my story more than ever since this spring break started which is good for me. What is not good for me is my lack of social contact. This spring break is going to be a downer in a good way. I can concentrate on my writing which I would need in the future. Also it would give my readers a chance to get to know me more.


So, I've decided that this blog would be about all the stuff you never knew about me.

ZAZAM!.

1. I don't have a favorite color.
2. I'm a slight bit narcissist
3. I care about other people more than myself.
4. I want to be a writer( har dee har!). but mom doesn't have a clue.
5. I want to work for teen vogue for a little bit only because I want to wear some of the clothes in their magazine. They are so expensive and beautiful.
6. My mom thinks that I want to be a pharmacist.
7. I'm rethinking the whole prom thing. It's lame to dance in front of teacher, the main reason why I'm going is for the food.
8. I don't know why I said number seven because I never danced on a boy. EVER.
9. I'm kind of a jerk. A prick if you will.
10. I'm obsessed with reality T.V., shows like Real World, The Hills, The City and others amuse me
11. LOVES DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE.
12. I get annoyed pretty easily.
13. I drop friends like no tomorrow.
14. I find faults about people before I even talk to them.
15. Once you get on my nerves I don't ever want to talk to you.
16. I'm quiet. Too quiet for my own good.
17. I actually can't wait to get of my High School.
18. I dislike choices.
19. I rather an ipod in shuffle mode than choosing a song on my own.
20. Never been in love.
21. When people talk to me, I tend to block out everything they say. Bad I know.
22. I haven't had an attraction for a guy for a while now.
23. I don't want a knight in armor, I just want someone that can hold a intellectual conversation with me.
24. I lose focus way too easily.
25. I dislike talking.
26. I talk to my sisters more than anyone else.
27. Dislike people that is not doing anything with their life.
28. Whenever I write I go on thesaurus.com for some good juicy words.
29. Big words are so beautiful.
30. Vasectomy.- The male version of girls getting their tubes tied.
31. I listen to Colbie Caillat too much
32. My flirting sucks.
33. I read alot. I'm obsessed with reading.
34. Ordering books online is fun.
35. I liked this guy in Australia for a while now. I finally let go.
36. I am a home body.

Nothing is sweet about me

That's the name of my story. I love it alot.


AS PROMISED. ANOTHER EXCERPT FROM MY STORY.


The crisp air that filled my nostrils, joggers running around Central Park enjoying the sun, Upper East Side kids wearing their seek sucker uniforms sipping iced cappuccinos.

It's you I'm thinking of.

this artist has some great photography skills.
www.larajade.com check it out.

The lights was beyond my reach.

TURN OFF YOUR LIGHTS.
TO SAVE THE EARTH.
WHEN: MARCH 28TH 8:30PM
END:MARCH 28TH 9:30
'

trust me you will feel great afterwards.

counting down.

I'm counting down for the Jessica Darling series final book
PERFECT FIFTHS.


woo! i'm so excited, I'm being such a nerd right now. So for a couple of days I'm going to inform you how long until it comes out. You could also pre-order it right now.

I'm so antsy.


20 DAYS.

Stressed indulgences.

French toast with bacon ice cream by stu_spivack

something fast and easy to eat. like ice cream.

But I know I got to put you down.

It's now 4:44 it's a palindrome. On Saturday, yeah I know a few days late I received my acceptance from a Community College. I remember sitting there, my sisters around me smiling I became very sad. See, I never imagined myself going to a community college. I imagined myself going to a NYU or a Princeton. But, How can I fool myself like that. I never busted my ass a day in my life for school until my junior year. My SAT was not up to par. Who was I to think so high of myself. I should be happy I got into college at all. Some people are not taking the time out to even apply to college. That is what I keep telling myself. But each time I say this repetitively to myself, I hear my heart going dump!.......................................dump!!!....................dump!!!. I feel so nostaglic. I mean who am I to judge this college, who knows if it won't be the best time of my life. Nope, I'm just sitting here feeling sorry for myself. I need to shake this pain and move on. I know the future is going to hold great things for me.