today is January 3rd of 2009. My,oh my!. Usually around these times I have a necessity. It is a " necessity" that everyone else seems to have during these times. This necessity is done the day before new years or for the people that decide on choices the day of an occasion, they do it on New Years day. This little necessity rather huge necessity is to make a resolution. Over the years I managed to make these " elusive" resolutions thinking that I might actually achieve them. Some were getting my first kiss. That resolution is probably one of the most favorable resolution any girl can have. Another one of mines was to stop being so gee Dee(god damn) over sensitive and open up to people. Boy, did I let myself down that year. But then I've come to realize something about myself. I'm such a gee Dee procrastinator. Let's say there is a project that is due in a week. This project is like a midterm or whatever. Or let's say counted as a test. Ack. *notice my distaste in the subject*. I mean not to get off topic or anything like that, but uh, why do teachers count shit as test? That is like their easiest way to slack off. They do this because there are no papers to grades, less time to waste, and just like the rest of us they actually want to enjoy their time away from school as possible. Shit, I find almost every excuse not to be stuck at school.
But that besides the point.
Me, being me, I do this project 2 days before it's actually due. Why? I'm the biggest procrastinator in the world. I'm the girl that studys straight before a test. Like the period before. Or if I'm in a really good mood I study the night before.
Geez, I swear I don't know what is wrong with me.
So this year I decided not to make a resolution. I did this because I know I can't keep a promise to myself. or rather I procrastinate a extreme bunch. I have to stop this.
Amanda.
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