hello matties,
it's the day before christmas eve. and i feel very lethargic. I should be excited about the holidays but the only thing that always crosses my mind is that schools over. I'm very peppy about that. but what really crosses my mind is school is going to over soon. Every year i'm always pepped for school to start over again especially high school. I always wondered why, I mean, I disliked high school the most out of my rudimentary years of school. So what was I always so hyped about, the world would never know. Now that I'm a senior, I'm noticing that things are going to be advanced or rather changed.
After this school year I'm going to be a college freshman. Me?!. one of the most juvenile people you would probably ever meet. EVER!. Time flew by so fast. I was just in 6th grade a couple years ago feeling like a nobody because I didn't know a single soul besides my twin sister Ashley. I felt so apprehensive and alone back then. And now I'm starting to feel this way. I should be so happy to leave high school. This was one of the schools in which I disliked it from the start. Since my freshman year I told my sisters After this year I'm transferring!. " I hate this school, it's such a downer and waste of space". So why now? Why now?, Do I feel as if I'm going to miss it.
ALOT. I shouldn't feel like this. At all. Because up to yesterday I claimed I was so sure I'm fed up with everyone and everything in this dump of school. Now I feel so perplexed and down.
I guess I just have to figure myself out.
from the best of the amanda's out there,
Amanda Lee
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