hello matties,
it's the day before christmas eve. and i feel very lethargic. I should be excited about the holidays but the only thing that always crosses my mind is that schools over. I'm very peppy about that. but what really crosses my mind is school is going to over soon. Every year i'm always pepped for school to start over again especially high school. I always wondered why, I mean, I disliked high school the most out of my rudimentary years of school. So what was I always so hyped about, the world would never know. Now that I'm a senior, I'm noticing that things are going to be advanced or rather changed.
After this school year I'm going to be a college freshman. Me?!. one of the most juvenile people you would probably ever meet. EVER!. Time flew by so fast. I was just in 6th grade a couple years ago feeling like a nobody because I didn't know a single soul besides my twin sister Ashley. I felt so apprehensive and alone back then. And now I'm starting to feel this way. I should be so happy to leave high school. This was one of the schools in which I disliked it from the start. Since my freshman year I told my sisters After this year I'm transferring!. " I hate this school, it's such a downer and waste of space". So why now? Why now?, Do I feel as if I'm going to miss it.
ALOT. I shouldn't feel like this. At all. Because up to yesterday I claimed I was so sure I'm fed up with everyone and everything in this dump of school. Now I feel so perplexed and down.
I guess I just have to figure myself out.
from the best of the amanda's out there,
Amanda Lee
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
the battiness of others strikes me
Ello individuals,
Usually these days I've been highly stressed. Why.? I have so much test, homework,tutoring, and college essays and college applications. However this is not the only thing bothering me these days. I can panel so much things that easily piss me off.
so here a mini republication of what is pissing me off
1. the fact that people tend to copy another individual's originality and personality. Who do people think they are?
Who gave you the right to steal someone's identity. Everyone peculiar in their own way. Why must people take the time out to take people's novelty and pretend that's who their interior personality is. Why can't they have the sastification of who they truly are? Accept yourself. god damn
2. Nowadays people are wearing the same fashion as everyone else. For example Ugg Boots. Get original people. Most people only buy them because they basically see everyone else buying a few pair of uggs. Can't people get out of their comfort zone and dare to be different. Buy items which you truly love not because you see a girl or boy on the street and swear the outfit is a MUSTHAVE. because we all know that same outfit is going to be so last year or next week for that matter.
3. Friendships: My definition of a true friendship is when you can confide in, trust will all of your secrets, honesty, someone that will never judge you or rather not accept you for who you truly are. Someone that will be there at all times and at least try to understand what you go through. Someone who is
willing to take the time out to get to know you and for you to truly to get know them. A Go-to person through toughest struggles or rather any situation or topic.
So tell me why people find "friends" just because of they way they dress, personality, and their exterior looks.
And them same people afterwards tell other people that they truly despise that friend. get real people stop judging people and take the time out to know them.
4. Them people that swear they are saving the world because they are devoted to the cause: Nowadays I've been seeing people with pins that recite environment causes, recycling, and other eco-friendly situations. Most of these people never even tried to donate money or rather speak out about these cause they so truly care about. They see everyone else " saving the earth" and try to do what everyone else is doing. How about showing yourself!; doing something about global warming, polar bears dying out. I for one care alot about the environment after my little sister told me about the inconvenient truth which was a program about the earth. I for one also save the earth by particpating in socialvibe.com. you get to support which ever cause you're devoted to.
JOIN IT.
I will probably write more in my next blog,
until the then
farwell
Usually these days I've been highly stressed. Why.? I have so much test, homework,tutoring, and college essays and college applications. However this is not the only thing bothering me these days. I can panel so much things that easily piss me off.
so here a mini republication of what is pissing me off
1. the fact that people tend to copy another individual's originality and personality. Who do people think they are?
Who gave you the right to steal someone's identity. Everyone peculiar in their own way. Why must people take the time out to take people's novelty and pretend that's who their interior personality is. Why can't they have the sastification of who they truly are? Accept yourself. god damn
2. Nowadays people are wearing the same fashion as everyone else. For example Ugg Boots. Get original people. Most people only buy them because they basically see everyone else buying a few pair of uggs. Can't people get out of their comfort zone and dare to be different. Buy items which you truly love not because you see a girl or boy on the street and swear the outfit is a MUSTHAVE. because we all know that same outfit is going to be so last year or next week for that matter.
3. Friendships: My definition of a true friendship is when you can confide in, trust will all of your secrets, honesty, someone that will never judge you or rather not accept you for who you truly are. Someone that will be there at all times and at least try to understand what you go through. Someone who is
willing to take the time out to get to know you and for you to truly to get know them. A Go-to person through toughest struggles or rather any situation or topic.
So tell me why people find "friends" just because of they way they dress, personality, and their exterior looks.
And them same people afterwards tell other people that they truly despise that friend. get real people stop judging people and take the time out to know them.
4. Them people that swear they are saving the world because they are devoted to the cause: Nowadays I've been seeing people with pins that recite environment causes, recycling, and other eco-friendly situations. Most of these people never even tried to donate money or rather speak out about these cause they so truly care about. They see everyone else " saving the earth" and try to do what everyone else is doing. How about showing yourself!; doing something about global warming, polar bears dying out. I for one care alot about the environment after my little sister told me about the inconvenient truth which was a program about the earth. I for one also save the earth by particpating in socialvibe.com. you get to support which ever cause you're devoted to.
JOIN IT.
I will probably write more in my next blog,
until the then
farwell
the teeth that gives wounds
Today I went to the my dentist in Jamaica,Queens
to see if i can get my braces. apparently I didn't end up getting them due to the fact that i have to get brackets for my teeth. i mean. i hate this process just to get braces. it's bad enough it's my senior year i'm stuck with braces and probably majority of college. But I tend to think positive of the situation. I can end up getting more jobs and opportunities with nice teeth. I just will never apprehend why my mom will decide to get braces for me now.! why now?!.
I went to the dentist office hours ago. My teeth feel peculiar and odd. My eating rituals has died down. which ugh, it sucks. I guess i just have to stick to idealism.
yours always,
amanda
to see if i can get my braces. apparently I didn't end up getting them due to the fact that i have to get brackets for my teeth. i mean. i hate this process just to get braces. it's bad enough it's my senior year i'm stuck with braces and probably majority of college. But I tend to think positive of the situation. I can end up getting more jobs and opportunities with nice teeth. I just will never apprehend why my mom will decide to get braces for me now.! why now?!.
I went to the dentist office hours ago. My teeth feel peculiar and odd. My eating rituals has died down. which ugh, it sucks. I guess i just have to stick to idealism.
yours always,
amanda
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